Christmas Eve

all I can think of is cock...cruising CL again, pathetic...thinking of a way i can suck one tomorrow between family crap...I think Sara has really pushed me over the fag ledge...getting stronger every day...cock cock cock...

Anatomy of a SIssy Hookup

Again, how pathetic, I have lined up with some guy I meet on CL, look at this email, back and forth, god I am a fag...look what you have done Sara - I will be sucking cock and getting fucked in the ass on Christmas eve...my sad, sad life, put here to suck cock. - read from the bottom up - I am just a sissy cum dumpster, for this man


No, just a room and then I will take it from there.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 5:06 PM,
wrote:

OK, I see I need to commit to a time and date Sir. Perhaps we should get a room, I will pay of course...what does your schedule look like? What do I need to do to prepare for you? Anything Sir


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 10:02 PM


Then make arrangements for your mouth and body to be offered and open for use.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 5:01 PM,
wrote:

How do you mean? What should I be doing Sir?

It is not just the cock for me, what is making me want to be on my knee's before you is your authoritative tone and manner. I need to be the fag here and you are getting me to see that. I am starting to feel dominated from your email...you are very smart, and clever. You are giving me a buzz inside.

--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 9:55 PM


Not offended. A novice is bound to make mistakes. You need to bepro-active in seeking cock.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 4:54 PM,
wrote:

now my cock is hard again, I am sorry, I am the bitch here, I didn't mean to offend you. I am just curious. whatever you say sir.


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 9:42 PM


Dont know, have never let a dude fuck me. I dont do the bitch role, that is for cock-loving fags to take. I only top a willing or sometimes unwilling ass.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 4:40 PM,
wrote:

yes you would see that...how does it feel to get a big load up your ass,,,is it warm


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 9:37 PM


sure. plus you could look up and I would see how happy you are to taste man cock.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 4:31 PM,
wrote:

Nice, I can see my mouth moving in on that...licking the shaft right? No teeth,,,pushing it to the back of my throat? Would that be good?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 9:22 PM


soft.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 4:21 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

Good, thank you...now you have me thinking getting fucked in the ass...do you have a cock pic?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: "Saras_sissy"
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 9:16 PM


Yes it will hurt. the experience will be much different than sucking a cock. You are a handsome man. I am sure you will do very well on your knees. Now I am hard.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 4:10 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

no I have not...the thought of a hard cock up my ass makes me hard, think it will hurt the first time?...you are nice looking


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: "Saras_sissy"
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 9:03 PM


yes, sned me your face/body pic. have u ever given up your ass?

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 4:02 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

I do, I don't have a place, that is the problem...do you have a cock pic


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:57 PM


Did you want my cock? do you have a place?

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 3:56 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

I am sorry, did you mean no to CL or no to doing it today?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:52 PM


no. you can always go to the crew club in DC and suck tons of cock.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 3:48 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

OK, should I do it today? It is still all I can think about...shall I proceed on craigs list? Do you know of any places I can cruise?

--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:43 PM


arrange a time for you to take your first cock

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 3:43 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

What should I do next Sir?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:31 PM


I am waiting for you to take your place amoung them.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 3:28 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

thank you Sir...given my travels on craigs list,,,I think we have a lot more cocksuckers out here than women ever guessed possible


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:10 PM


then you are on your way to becoming a fag cocksucker

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 3:09 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

funny you should ask, yea I had a little taste


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:07 PM


nice..... did u eat your seed?

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 3:06 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

That did it. busted my seed


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:04 PM


well, it is tricky because you are new. You are most likely to srcatch my cock with your teeth. I would probably order you to open your mouth, I would slide my cock in your mouth and then jerk off into your throat.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:56 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

Not yet, tell me how you would force me to such you off and swallow your cum


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:53 PM


have u spilled your seed during out chat?

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:48 PM, M M wrote:

mostly about wanting cock. Some confessing that they have small cocks and are ashamed.


On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:47 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

Wow, you are big, to me anyway...what are guys confessing to you today?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:34 PM


I am unable to host you, so other arrangements are necessary. I would not call you a faggot yet son because you have not taken phallus into your mouth. I am 6'2",215, 7.5" cuth thick.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:33 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

What are your stats Sir? My cock is hard at the thought of being naked on my knees before you...

I am a fag...aren't I Sir?..a hetro guy would never get hard at the thought of that...

I can see myself opening my mouth and greeting your hard penis with my tounge...tasting the precum on the head of your dick, licking it off....

you are not in any hurry are you Sir?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:26 PM


Step 1, you strip naked, kneel and begin to surrender. Step 2, I will present my cock for you to examine. ...

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:24 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

hmmmm, yea, could you describe the first step for me Sir. What would you have me do after I walked thru the door? So I would know what to expect.


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:21 PM


If you know that your are going to end up on your knees with a mouth full of cock, you might tense up or back out. If you are given the option of stroking you will be more open to the first step.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:19 PM, Saras_sissy wrote:

I think if I proceed with the Idea of just stroking, it would be good. I thought that if, perhaps a drink or two would calm me down, I can commit to more.

Wait a minute, I thought your said -The best thing to get you to relax is having a confident man that knows how to place other men on their knees and how to get them to open up their mouths. - what happened to that sir?


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M <
dcmdguy@gmail.com>
Subject: Re:
To: "Saras_sissy"
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:14 PM


ok, seems pretty reasonable that you want to try some cock. Do you want to suck it to completion, or just stroke it?

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:13 PM, Saras_sissy
wrote:

I am 46, 6'3", 230lbs - I am cut, about 7"


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M <
dcmdguy@gmail.com>
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:07 PM


tell me about your cock. also, send your stats and/or picture.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:07 PM, Saras_sissy
wrote:

yes I am sir


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 7:06 PM


kevin, are u masterbating now?

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 2:00 PM, M M wrote:

in upper nw, dc. The best thing to get you to relax is having a confident man that knows how to place other men on their knees and how to get them to open up their mouths.


On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 1:58 PM, Saras_sissy
wrote:

yes, you have a good point. Where are you? Do you have anything that would help me relax. I am a bit nervous...


--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 6:53 PM


definately, when you could just a dude like me, force you to take cock for free. It wouldn't be your fault that I forced cum down ur throat.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 1:52 PM, Saras_sissy
wrote:

keen observation. I agree, I have even been thinking of hiring a female escort to force me to suck cock, so I don't have to be responsible for my actions...she wants 250.00 for 90 minutes...seems a little steep, don't you think?

--- On Sun, 12/21/08, M M wrote:

From: M M
Subject: Re:
To: krbbi2008@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 6:46 PM


well, loking at cocks may only move your 100% straight down to a 95%.... but I suppose once you starting sucking off guys, you move to about 85%, swallow their cum... you are at 50%..... imagining sucking off a group of guys in a gym shower... yeah , your 100% a fag cocksucker.

On Sun, Dec 21, 2008 at 1:43 PM, Saras_sissy
wrote:

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So far 100% straight guy here but lately been fantasizing about playing with a cock.


I start looking at gay porn when I jerk off. The more I did it, the more I got aroused. I am now to the point that I have to see a hard cock to get a hard on. Now I am looking at one pretty girl and 5 cocks to get off, seems I am on my way to becoming a full our fag cocksucker.


your thoughts


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Craigs List

pathetic, now I am trolling crags list for cock...I have been emailing back and forth with a guy, looks promising...if I end up with him today, it will be due to Sara. I will bring my camera to capture the event, so I can send it to Sara for more humiliation - I will post it here...I do have some Viagra to ensure a long session.

Her is his picture.

Wake up, jack off to pic's of

Fuck me…well, now that Sara has gotten me hooked on the Black Church, all I could think about was black cock…once again my little dick got the best of me. I had to service a black cock…think of Sara and suck ghetto cock…drove to DC about 9 PM…most of the kids on the street are selling dope…I picked up a young black girl, a whore, and explained my quest. Of course she could help me, for 50.00…I paid, she took me to a house in south east…not a real good place for a middle aged white guy.

I just got home, my hands are shaking so badly, I will have to do this later...right after I beat my cock to the image of a black man, cumming on the floor, and wishing I were the to lick it up for Sara...I am so fucking pathetic,,,Sara is so beautiful, and powerful...my destiny is to be a middle aged fag, sucking superior black cock for her...how did this happen to me?

Now this is the best

Now this is a Penis, I only wish I could be there to catch the cum and be allowed to suck his penis.

What I have been doing it to.

Black Cock Church

The name says it all...tons of clips of monster black cocks...I see why Sara likes the site so much - I am now hooked on it. The ultimate humiliation for a middle aged white professional like myself, begging a handsome black brother to suck his cock. Black men are so superior to me and my little white cock. I never realized just how small and silly I am...to think I could satisfy any woman compared to these black gods....pardon me while I jack off again to the fabulous sight of black cock, cumming on the floor,,,wishing I was there to lick it up...god I am pathetic...